Childhood’s Hour
Edgar Allan Poe tells us several things about his childhood
in a few of his poems. Most importantly,
in “Alone” (1829),
Poe tells us that,
Then — in my childhood — in the dawn
Of a most stormy
life — was drawn
From ev’ry depth of
good and ill
The mystery which binds me still
Poe was a sensitive and precocious child. In “Romance” (1829), he
describes his boyhood self as, “A child —
with a most knowing eye.” His intellect and insights, however, made Poe
feel different. He saw the world
differently from the way others saw it.
Again, in “Alone,” he tells us that, “From childhood’s hour I have
not been / As others were — I have not seen / As others saw.”
Poe describes his childhood as tempestuous —perhaps, even, volatile
— charged with heartfelt passion. In “Dreams” (1827), Poe
describes his heart as “A chaos of deep
passion, from his [i.e. his own]
birth.” In “Tamerlane” (also
from 1827), Poe writes, “My passions,
from that hapless hour [i.e. childhood],
/ Usurp’d a tyranny, which men / Have deem’d, since … / My innate nature.” In his adulthood, Poe tells us, people assume
that this impassioned character is part of his “innate nature,” but during his
childhood, he insists, his passions “Burn’d
with a still intenser glow.”
Yet, at this idyllic stage of his life, before confronting
his criteria with the criteria of the world, before having to make those
choices, Poe was happy. It is a happiness
that will later seem incredible to Poe, to the point that he will wonder if it were
only a dream. In “Dreams,” he waxes:
Oh! that my young
life were a lasting dream!
My spirit not
awak’ning, till the beam
Of an Eternity
should bring the morrow …
I have been happy, tho’ in a dream.
I have been happy — and I love the
theme …
What happened? Perhaps, boyhood passed and the intensity of his
passions subsided. In “Tamerlane,” Poe explains:
“For passion must with youth expire.” And eventually Poe comes to lament (also in “Tamerlane”) that
boyhood is a summer
sun
Whose waning is the dreariest one …
And so, this sets up one of the major themes in Poe’s
poetry: the nostalgia for the unadulterated happiness of his boyhood and youth,
and a general dismal outlook about what follows. In fact, in 1827, when Poe is all of eighteen
years old, he has seen enough of life to declare (in “The Happiest Day”):
The happiest day —
the happiest hour
My sear’d and
blighted heart hath known,
The highest hope of
pride, and power,
I feel hath flown.
We will have more to say about what follows, but for now, we
begin with these manifold clues from Poe himself about where we need to look to
unravel the mystery of his life and his “blighted heart.”
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